REBEL CHILD

If I want my present to be different from my past , I study my own past.
    When I was 1year old baby , I was with my Grandmother and my Grandfather in Quezon. After 4years , I came back here in Laguna with my family. I’m so happy that God gave it to me this kind of family that I have. When I was a child I always think some ways on how I can make myself happy. My mom is not always here in the Philippines because she has a work and client meetings in other country. Then , every weekend(2days) that’s the only days she’s here . After 1year , I feel like I’m empty because we are not sometimes complete. Then I realized every plan of God has a purpose . When I turned to 10years old , I was down, I rebel . On that time I don’t want to talk to anyone from my the family . I just wanted to be alone . I just wanted to be independent in a bad way. I separated myself from my own family . I go to my other house then I try to live once , every school days I always not attend to my class . I always in Mall without anyone . Then, one day , I tried to pray in my own room . After a minute , I cried then I asked our Lord who am I . Then he answered me spiritually . He said , Who am I to you ? On that day I decided that I need to go back to my real world. I have my family . They need me . After a minute , I’m in my house . They hugged me and they say, “You are not alone”, We are here for you . Don’t do it again , On that past , God was changed me in a good way and Praise the Lord because of his love.